An angel's smile

not an original of mine but i like it and it goes to someone vry dear to me.

If i look up at the heavily clouded sky
and i'm still walkin my way around
i'll feel lost and half hearted
but when i think of that favorite gal of mine
it keeps me puttin my foot forward

even if it gets heavier
as i make my way home
the way home which leads to u
i'll make it cos
my gal, has an angel's smile...

sucker

i am blackmailed into doin this...

i'll get even...

Ever kissed a blonde haired, blue
eyed person?
&& yea

Can you see a phone right now?
&& does my cell counts?

What are you listening to?
&& my own recordin/rendition of a song.

Where is it coming from?
&& my handphone

Last thing you ate?
&& waffles...

What was the last thing you saw on
TV?
&& i dunno... i seldom wtch tv

Who was the last person other than
family you saw?
&& talitha and jeremy

Are labels/stereotypes good?
&& heck yea. all guys are asses and all gals are... ermm....

Last alcoholic beverage you tasted?
&& been sober for months

Song stuck in your head?
&& sampai menutup mata

Acoustic or Electric guitars?
&& electric though acoustic at times...

Do you dance while getting ready
for whatever?
&& lol

What are you wearing?
&& berms and no top and i can still pull it off!

What is the greatest number of
people you've been in front of?
&& the gig in 2000.

Have you gone skinny dipping?
&& yea... not advisable though...

Have you ever taken a shower while
you were drunk or high?
&& yea... fastest way to get sober

Do you like techno?
&& lol.

Have you ever been to a night club?
&& night club?

Have you ever made out on a plane?
&& no and i doubt i ever will. heh

Do you have leadership skills?
&& ask my those under me dulu

Can you play an instrument?
&& guitar

Have you ever sat on a roof and
looked at stars?
&& yeaps

Ever done that while talking on the
phone to a boyfriend or girlfriend?
&& sadly it was when i was comfortin a fren

Does the song Stairway To Heaven
make you sad?
&& Errr... it was a great led zepp song but not really sad

Do you have any instruments in your
room?
&& not mine

How many boyfriends/girlfriends
have you had?
&& somethin i cant answer

Have you recently gotten someone
pregnant?
&& sincerely, NO and for the last time i am SURE.

Do you have a girlfriend?
&& yea

What scent are you wearing right
now?
&& none. i am jus chillin at home la

Are there any animals around you at
the moment?
&& a monkey who dropped by to lend his guitar

Drinking anything at the moment?
&& iced teh... haha. teh png!!!

Ever thought you were going to get
married?
&& sensitive issue

Last person you told you loved?
&& the missus

Last person who told you they loved you?
&& the missus

Favorite time of day?
&& 2/3am cos thats when we have our 5-10 min goodbyes

Favorite video game?
&& Fallout 2. WorldofWarcraft aint toobad.

Favorite food?
&& sambal goreng...
bbq pari...
eh... i'm a s'porean i eat almost anythin.

Do you like spiders?
&& me<--laba-laba man, cousin to spiderman

Cat person or dog person?
&& lol. just thought of somethin perverted.

Got a job?
&& is life a job?

First love?
&& complicated

Tan or pale skin?
&& who? me? tan of course

You're deserted on an island, what do you have with you?
&& her. if cant i wanna have a laptop with infinite power and internet and some cool drinks. food too. maybe an infinite fridge and a microwave.

Favorite lyrics?
&& "i know that u believe,
in the one true god above.
thats why u're waiting,
for ur one and only love.
do your feet hurt?
did u fall from heaven..." do your feet hurt -mxpx

"if u own a brain and use it too,
u gotta know that i got a crush on u...
i'm a sucker for a level headed gal with a pretty smile,
she gotta have ideas yea and she gotta have style..."

Biggest regret?
&& not takin control of my life when i had that chance

Did you have a New Years kiss?
&& nope

What do you want the most?
&&  to have less worries and responsibilities

Do you want children?
&& interestin question

Are you a lover or a fighter?
&& depends on situation.


happy i did this?

can i pls have that ice-cream now?

and yes i did this for an ice-cream... its haagen daaz macadamia brittle. i cant say no...

Back from KL

i jus got back from kl.... nth much to say. jus take care....
posing like we are lost. damn fun. haha. ppl gave us weird looks.

somewhere in klcc. and i had that azuki flavor frapp. tasted like ice-cream...
i can see this jus as a big H or as 2 space shuttle abt to launch or a cosmetic surgery gone wrong. think madonna's pointy bra. lol.
the twerps each had their own graffiti and i wanted mine. haha. so i had to do that expression. i like the art though. and yea, my ipod earpieces looks like nipples, i know. lawl.

i missed her more then anythin. yea... whiney but...

I'm missing you -Bobby Tinsley

sorry abt the lack of updates. been knda distracted.

on sundays had 2 wedddings to go to and a visit to the hospital cos of a granduncle.

then on monday was busy gettin my specs and settling some stuff...
wat stuff? my tix and somethin else...

i thank u for the sweetest present my dear adorable gf. was very very surprised and i love it. though it kinda felt unsettling cos i am not used to receiving things.

i am off to KL from wed til sat evening i think. might meet Ain (Farin) and Nanie when i am there. been awhile since i saw Ain. 2 years? heh. and she's one of my oldest fren. 10 years and we've gone thru some interesting stuff. heh.

and oh yea, jus got back from movie (ocean13) and dinner with Lin and Zae. i seem to have alot of female frens no? and most happen to be hot babes yea? haha. i kinda told them abt her and they were busy all night naggin at me or gossipin. haha. nagging at me why am i out with them instead of being with the missus.

anyway as said i am KL bound in a couple of hours. gotta pack and get ready.

and damn.... i am missing her already.... 2 more  weeks...

Sun and burnt

yea... oh crap.

last night was pretty eventful.

it sucks when u cant be there for the one u care about.

i wish i am there to help share the burden or lessen it in anyway.

i wish i am there to make it feel easier.

my 3rd wish? to hug u til u fall asleep and wash those worries away.

and.. with barely 2-3 hr of sleep i had a family thingy in sentosa. 9am til 5ish pm.
ppl present? abt 15 families. so roughly 40ish ppl with the aunties talkin/gossipin and the guys playin the sports. the older generation got their asskicked. lol/

reach at 9am and did loads of stuff like beach soccer, beach rugby, etc. i realise when u add "beach" and family to any sports, full body contact is ok. i got tackled so many times by my uncle and i even saw my cuz goin all out for the legs durin the games. that 10 year old actually tackled an uncle with both legs prematurely. lol. it was nice but to be honest, half my mind was elsewhere.

i got tanned liek mad. dammit.i burn too easily. and... the damn sand was too hot. think i kinda hurt my feet again. haha. and yes, the "pah" inc were victorious in our matches. heh. "pah" inc is made up of ALL the ppl in my generation and "pah" comes from my dear grandma's name. so all her grandkids are in "pah" inc. we got the "pah"wer. yea.. lame but thats what we all do when theres a get together. all in black with our seniority written on our sleeves. mine is 02 cos i am the 2nd eldest... close enough to my 12 anyway. heh. 12 is my number and all my jerseys from waay back in secondary school, no matter the sport, shows the no. 12 tag. why 12? cos it looks like the letters I R. 12 looks like R from afar no? i dunno if it makes sense...

i'll post the beach pics as soon as my sis sends them over.

oh yea.. and tasya said the cutest thing abt my wall paper.

tasya: the gal lawa. later tasya big like her kan?

and yes, she was referring to my dear gf pic. heh. damn cute la she... and by she, i mean both of them.

oops i did it again

almost a week since last update.

wat's up? well quite a lot.

spent last wed and thur at my aunt/grandma's.

had futsal on thur mornin. got 2 bloody feet (blister and all)... cos wore wrong shoes.
my fitness sucks. but did win 5-2, 5-2, 5-3, 2-0. lol.
dear cuz, namely, abg fard, shafi, indra and martin. u owe me 50 "ketok-ketampi". lol.

sat spent chilling at home and later on watchin shrek 3 with mum, sis and some of the cuz. then chilled til midnight drinkin coffee. haha.

sun was gardenin. got totally tannd. dammit.

finally, abt the missus... she hasnt been feelin well. since wed actually. wish i was there cos some stuff happened esp this week. from me gettin some jealousy/panic attacks to her gettin some insecurities. all cool now though. it's pretty sweet that any issues we have get resolved in jus hours, no matter the severity. from me contemplatin spikin her friend's meal with loads of laxative for talkin abt issues i wanted to tell her myself and jealousy cos he spend too much of her attention to her havin 3 ( ? ) guys hittin on her. sorta anyway...

thank u baby for bein who u are. for believin in us and bein such a sweetheart. soon yea? miss ya already.
yea i am sweet and mushy when it comes to her. deal with it. lol.

i am continuing the fairytale in a week. but doin the "her" version. =p