Monday, September 17, 2007
Terlalu Manis
Kuambil gitar dan mulai kumainkan
Lagu lama yang biasa kita nyanyikan
Tapi tak sepatah kata yang bisa terucap
Hanya ingatan yang ada di kepala
Hari berganti angin tetap berhembus
Cuaca berubah daun-daun tetap tumbuh
Kata hatikupun tak pernah berubah
Berjalan dengan apa adanya
Di malam yang dingin dan gelap sepi
Benakku melayang pada kisah kita
Terlalu manis untuk dilupakan
Kenangan yang indah bersamamu tinggalah mimpi
Terlalu manis untuk dilupakan
Kalau memang kita tak saling takkan terjadi diantara kita
Monday, August 27, 2007
tag?
1. Tell us your name:
depends. different people call me by different names and i treat people differently according to the names they call me by
2. Three things about yourself:
oxymoron. bittersweet. cruelly-kind. lol
3. What’s in your playlist:
bunch of Indon songs, some acoustic versions of some songs made by me and some frens. heh. and Kekasih Gelapku by Ungu, Disini Untukmu also by Ungu and Million Miles by Too Phat and Siti Nurhaliza
4. Your favourite music:
something with a nice beat
5. Favourite guilty pleasure:
Haagen Daz Macademia Brittle - think no longer in production
Cote D'Or Chocolates - especially the dark ones
6. Favourite food:
i'm a Singaporean. i LOVE food
7. Define love:
depends on usage. heh. but to me, its fleeting and yet eternal. moments of eternity = love in my opinion.
8. Define sex:
depends on usage again. can be considered plumbing on humans. haha. or gender...
9. Any celebrity crushes?:
naaah... i am attracted to inner beauty. SERIOUSLY...
10. The last person you hugged:
unsure. was at the airport so my family?
11. The last person you talked to:
tricky cos i was having 3 conversations on MSN
12. The last time you cried:
a couple of weeks ago. haha. i dunno why but i woke up with lil tears. bleargh
13. The last time you had sex:
too personal. define sex
14. The last time you made out:
too personal
15. The last person you dated:
a sweet angel who was sprouting her wings
16. The last time you went out:
just now? to the store
17. What’s on your mind now?:
tricky question. haha. too many things goin on in my head
18. What’s bothering you?:
too many things, mostly personal
19. This year’s resolutions:
ermmm...
20. Your MSN nick:
eRwin - namun tiada pun yang tahu
21. What’s your MSN nick about?:
cos no one will ever know
22. The people you miss the most:
i tell them so they know
23. Current mood:
disembodied.
24. What are you thinking?:
life aint fair? its dark... oh wait... its evenin and lights not on.
25. Best childhood memory:
hitting on the primary 6 girls when i was just primary 4! hahaha.
26. 3 of your biggest fears:
heights cos i suffer from vertigo, failing, time
27. Who do you love?:
family and ... hahah.
28. 3 of the things you hate:
me, myself and i. yes i detest myself. heh
29. Do you blog?:
sadang
30. Tag 5 people:
Ta the twerp
the girl with an angel smile
socialpest
Wangz
Pinkz
me and my big mouth...
back in NY.
freakin nice weather.
in another month comes the snow though. what a ho. lol
depends. different people call me by different names and i treat people differently according to the names they call me by
2. Three things about yourself:
oxymoron. bittersweet. cruelly-kind. lol
3. What’s in your playlist:
bunch of Indon songs, some acoustic versions of some songs made by me and some frens. heh. and Kekasih Gelapku by Ungu, Disini Untukmu also by Ungu and Million Miles by Too Phat and Siti Nurhaliza
4. Your favourite music:
something with a nice beat
5. Favourite guilty pleasure:
Haagen Daz Macademia Brittle - think no longer in production
Cote D'Or Chocolates - especially the dark ones
6. Favourite food:
i'm a Singaporean. i LOVE food
7. Define love:
depends on usage. heh. but to me, its fleeting and yet eternal. moments of eternity = love in my opinion.
8. Define sex:
depends on usage again. can be considered plumbing on humans. haha. or gender...
9. Any celebrity crushes?:
naaah... i am attracted to inner beauty. SERIOUSLY...
10. The last person you hugged:
unsure. was at the airport so my family?
11. The last person you talked to:
tricky cos i was having 3 conversations on MSN
12. The last time you cried:
a couple of weeks ago. haha. i dunno why but i woke up with lil tears. bleargh
13. The last time you had sex:
too personal. define sex
14. The last time you made out:
too personal
15. The last person you dated:
a sweet angel who was sprouting her wings
16. The last time you went out:
just now? to the store
17. What’s on your mind now?:
tricky question. haha. too many things goin on in my head
18. What’s bothering you?:
too many things, mostly personal
19. This year’s resolutions:
ermmm...
20. Your MSN nick:
eRwin - namun tiada pun yang tahu
21. What’s your MSN nick about?:
cos no one will ever know
22. The people you miss the most:
i tell them so they know
23. Current mood:
disembodied.
24. What are you thinking?:
life aint fair? its dark... oh wait... its evenin and lights not on.
25. Best childhood memory:
hitting on the primary 6 girls when i was just primary 4! hahaha.
26. 3 of your biggest fears:
heights cos i suffer from vertigo, failing, time
27. Who do you love?:
family and ... hahah.
28. 3 of the things you hate:
me, myself and i. yes i detest myself. heh
29. Do you blog?:
sadang
30. Tag 5 people:
Ta the twerp
the girl with an angel smile
socialpest
Wangz
Pinkz
me and my big mouth...
back in NY.
freakin nice weather.
in another month comes the snow though. what a ho. lol
Sunday, August 5, 2007
More everything
what are you doing?
you said you couldn't do anything by yourself...
that's what you said...
but then when left, you said you'd do everything by yourself...
i still think about you now...
sneak peek at the new and most likely last song ill ever write.
time to grow up. heh.
school in 3 weeks and my final yr abt to start so gotta buck up.
i miss u still but u wernt there when i needed u most.
its ok though. heh. just that u were missed.
goodbye dear angel.
you said you couldn't do anything by yourself...
that's what you said...
but then when left, you said you'd do everything by yourself...
i still think about you now...
sneak peek at the new and most likely last song ill ever write.
time to grow up. heh.
school in 3 weeks and my final yr abt to start so gotta buck up.
i miss u still but u wernt there when i needed u most.
its ok though. heh. just that u were missed.
goodbye dear angel.
Saturday, July 28, 2007
Million Miles
Somebody told me once that
Patience is a virtue
And true love is worth waiting for
Although it might just hurt you
And if it comes right back,
That means it’s truly destined
I promise to hold back the tears,
Never say never
And you know i'm thinking of you
All through out your endeavours
And if its part of His plans,
One day we’ll be together
A few things last forever,
So I write this poem
A lot of times, you won’t miss it
Right until it’s gone
And though I soldier on,
These feelings in my heart
Will never change
‘Cos I loved you from the start
song's revolvin in my head. think had it on repeat on my ipod while in the hosp tadi. decided i am taking a looooong haul break from bloggin to. and i am off to the hosp again after this. kinda wanna stay by nenek's side til she's discharged so sorry if i am not online next few days yea... til nxt or somewhere new. bye.
Patience is a virtue
And true love is worth waiting for
Although it might just hurt you
And if it comes right back,
That means it’s truly destined
I promise to hold back the tears,
Never say never
And you know i'm thinking of you
All through out your endeavours
And if its part of His plans,
One day we’ll be together
A few things last forever,
So I write this poem
A lot of times, you won’t miss it
Right until it’s gone
And though I soldier on,
These feelings in my heart
Will never change
‘Cos I loved you from the start
song's revolvin in my head. think had it on repeat on my ipod while in the hosp tadi. decided i am taking a looooong haul break from bloggin to. and i am off to the hosp again after this. kinda wanna stay by nenek's side til she's discharged so sorry if i am not online next few days yea... til nxt or somewhere new. bye.
Still
a lil confused and triffled disappointed with myself.
if only...
its still u. heh. but it aint me =(. haha.
might be goin on a hiatus.. again. haha. we'll see...
if only...
its still u. heh. but it aint me =(. haha.
might be goin on a hiatus.. again. haha. we'll see...
Sunday, July 22, 2007
Mimpi Selamanya
Aku terlanjur
Ku terlanjur sayang
Menyayangimu...
Sayang mengapa
Bukan hanya aku
Yang merindukanmu...
Selalu...
Terbagi...
Mungkin kau bukan
Yang bisa kumiliki
Selamanya..
Mungkin kau hanya
Akan menjadi milik
Selamanya...
Aku sendiri
Ku sendiri lagi
Dan memikirkanmu...
Mungkin saja kau bukan
Bukanlah yang ku tunggu
Selama ini...
Di hati...
Di jiwa...
Mungkin kau bukan
Yang bisa kumiliki
Selamanya..
Mungkin kau hanya
Akan menjadi milik
Selamanya...
things happened. alot has been said and a secret has been revealed. i jus dun wan ppl to get hurt. anyway i jus like this song and i hope people wont get the wrong ideas. its not bein interpreted the way u think it is. people think differently and by god, u all know i think waaaay differently then any other.
i still care sweets. heh but i am not one to hold u back and i promised remember? and havent i always kept my werds?
to someone else, thank you for not bein a bitch abt everythin. i know u found out abt this blog already babe. we're frens no? and yea, i am an ass. heh. never denied it and pls cont NOT callin. hahaha. i hope u understand why i am this way.
to Din who i know dunno abt this blog, hahaha. screw u bro. stop comin over drunk. i am out of excuses why my bedsheet smells weird or why i have to change it every 2 days. heh.
4 more weeks... soon i am gone again for another 2 years. oh yea, parents sellin house...
Monday, July 9, 2007
You're A God
I am back from my lil trip to the "wild" side. heh.
it was interestin... 7 guys and 4 gals... 2 couples and it didnt turn into an orgy. lol.
Guys:
me - on the outs. sigh. lol
Yusdi - jus out of a 2 year rship
Din - FIRST divorcee!
Budi - jus out of a 6mth rship
Fami - jus hopin to score with a gal. wahaha.
Couples:
Fazli & Maya - 2 years and damn... bila tunang?
Chan & Hana - 8mths and goin... hmmm... chaotic?
Girls:
Linda - air stewardess fren of Hana *(6,5,6)
Min - air stewardess fren of Hana *(5,6,5)
* = (face /10, figure /10, character /10)
yes i am bias. so sue me.
anyway... the trip opened my eyes to somethin i didnt really realise... i CANT have a gal i really care about as my gf. i turn into a wuss whenever i do. sad huh? wahaha. and yes i am on a high right now cos i jus listened to some of the acoustic jammin stuff and i sounded good. usually i cant sing for nuts...
ok i am bein prasan here. heh. but... if u do got the time, listen to them and gimme some reviews on msn eh? take note, the feelings in the songs are/were real. haha. but good thing is, i AM passed most of the emo stuff now. got overloaded with too much jiwangness this weekend til i am jus numb/sick with it all. haha.
Sampai Menutup Mata
i love this song cos it is damn true thus its the 1st i attempted solo...
Aku Bukan Untukmu
i know i sound weird but it was 2am and eveyone was just bein weird and sweets dun get the wrong idea...
Ruang Rindu
Chan on vocals... for his dear lovely airstewardess gf, Hana. heh. happy bro? and me on guitar of course.(yes must add the of course part)
Izinku Pergi
i know this song is kinda very softy but... i kinda liked it and yes that IS me on vocals and guitar. again, dun assume. haha.
Menghapuskan Jejakmu
Fazli on guitar and yes i know i sound sengau but i am "feelin" this song so yea i insisted i sang it. heh.
thats not all. there are other songs but i havent uploaded them.. theres ungu's Tercipta Untukku and Letto's Sandara Hati but 5 songs is abit too much sudah. heh. if u want to dload, ask me and i will send. (shameless me huh?)
it was interestin... 7 guys and 4 gals... 2 couples and it didnt turn into an orgy. lol.
Guys:
me - on the outs. sigh. lol
Yusdi - jus out of a 2 year rship
Din - FIRST divorcee!
Budi - jus out of a 6mth rship
Fami - jus hopin to score with a gal. wahaha.
Couples:
Fazli & Maya - 2 years and damn... bila tunang?
Chan & Hana - 8mths and goin... hmmm... chaotic?
Girls:
Linda - air stewardess fren of Hana *(6,5,6)
Min - air stewardess fren of Hana *(5,6,5)
* = (face /10, figure /10, character /10)
yes i am bias. so sue me.
anyway... the trip opened my eyes to somethin i didnt really realise... i CANT have a gal i really care about as my gf. i turn into a wuss whenever i do. sad huh? wahaha. and yes i am on a high right now cos i jus listened to some of the acoustic jammin stuff and i sounded good. usually i cant sing for nuts...
ok i am bein prasan here. heh. but... if u do got the time, listen to them and gimme some reviews on msn eh? take note, the feelings in the songs are/were real. haha. but good thing is, i AM passed most of the emo stuff now. got overloaded with too much jiwangness this weekend til i am jus numb/sick with it all. haha.
Sampai Menutup Mata
i love this song cos it is damn true thus its the 1st i attempted solo...
Aku Bukan Untukmu
i know i sound weird but it was 2am and eveyone was just bein weird and sweets dun get the wrong idea...
Ruang Rindu
Chan on vocals... for his dear lovely airstewardess gf, Hana. heh. happy bro? and me on guitar of course.(yes must add the of course part)
Izinku Pergi
i know this song is kinda very softy but... i kinda liked it and yes that IS me on vocals and guitar. again, dun assume. haha.
Menghapuskan Jejakmu
Fazli on guitar and yes i know i sound sengau but i am "feelin" this song so yea i insisted i sang it. heh.
thats not all. there are other songs but i havent uploaded them.. theres ungu's Tercipta Untukku and Letto's Sandara Hati but 5 songs is abit too much sudah. heh. if u want to dload, ask me and i will send. (shameless me huh?)
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