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its weird but i miss u and i am worried though i know u can take care of yourself.

and yea, dun werry i wont do that surprise.

u should know i will be trying to make u smile most of the time.

thing is, u always manage to make me smile.

thank you.

for everything so far.

and heres to more sweet memories baby...

Things to take note

Faggot or fag, is a generally pejorative term for a gay or effeminate man.

Gay is used as an adjective to describe sexual orientation and is usually chosen instead of homosexual as an identity label.

Effeminacy was traditionally considered a weakness, indicative of other negative character traits and more recently often involving a negative insinuation of homosexual tendencies.

as quoted from Russell Peter... "Be a man!" cos if not "somebody gonna get a hurt real bad" especially ur ex once she find out u swing that way.

and yes i am mockin someone. sorry. jus cant help it. hahaha.

Kay...

i made private my last post cos i realised it jus complicates things.

ho well... laterz.

ZOMG! A Fairytale...

i'm takin a chance here. if it upsets, give me a chance to xplain. otherwise it is a flight of fancy... sorta.

disclaimer:
some facts might be wrong or exaggerated a little but bear in mind its from the guy's pt of view so expect a little ego-fest BUT most of the stuff is accurate or as accurate human memories can be. pls b informed that the gal is very sweet and she didnt know wat was goin on. it IS a guy who is telling the story. haha.

Title: For Someone
anyone ever has thos moments where u felt it was fate's werk all along?

Chp 1.a As told by the guy:

Aug 05
boy meets gal by chance.
"my fren said u can help"
"sure. wow... sweet gal. urgh. gf jealous..."
problem settled.
"jus say when u need help"

Days later
"hey, my fren needs help"
"sure"

Time passes
happens a few more time.

June 06
boy breaks with gf.
"hey i'm depressed"
"so am i. 2 guys..."
"make things simpler, screw them and chose me"
"haha"
"wats so funny?"
"nvr leave the one who love u for someone u like, cos the one u like, will leave u for the one they love"
"..."
("i was startin to like you but why did you haf to tell me that?")

Aug 06
"me and my bf are back together"
"oh? grats. me and my ex too"

Jan 07
"hey, i broke up with her"
"cheer up. do u want me to help?"
"help do wat?"
"just to be there as a fren"
"thank you but its ok"
("don't do that i'll fall for u again")

Feb/Mar 07
"where did u disappear to?"
"had stuff to settle"
"i missed u"
"miss u too. sorry i went w/o tellin"
("cos u have a bf")

early April 07
"hey i am sorry"
"why?"
"i like u and i know u haf a bf. sorry"
"that hurt"
"i'm gonna go awhile til i sort it out"
"u're jus goin again?"
"sorry"

mid April 07
"sorry i tried but i couldnt"
"i needed you"
"i know and i am sorry"
"its ok... u'r back now"
"yes, and i will always be ard and help you smile"

May 07
"i couldnt stand it anymore so me and him are thru"
"try to cheer up"
"how?"
"i dunno but i'll try my bst to make sure u do"
"thank you"

later
"i like him but..."
"take a chance"
"no... i dunno..."
"wateva it is, i'll support u"

later
"why did u say that?"
"say wat?"
"now he wont even talk to me"
"i'm sorry it was jus joke"
"u scrwed it up for me"
"sorry"
"i hate u"
"sorry"
("i regret hurtin u again but... i'm jealous too")

Later
"i'm sorry. hugx"
"i'm sorry too... i didnt mean to make u cry"
"i'm goin away from all this"
"ur turn to run?"
"u can still find me"
"i'll try to make u smile"

later
"i'm comin home but i dun wan to"
"why?"
"cos it sucks and it makes me sad"
"try goin home, i'll make sure u smile"

...

"OMG..."
"like it?"
"thats the sweetest thing i've had in a long time"
"glad u like it"


So wat was that gift? Tune in for PART 1.b. to find out!... lol. so far how is it?

Randomness

Ok....

Been sleepin a lil on the less side, not that i care (somethins are worth waiting for).

Template? gone to wtf land...

Meh. jus randomly askin...

what is eternity to u?

a) for along period of time, boundless, forever
b) uh.... crap...
c) eternity is what ur heart needs to feel
d) everytime i think of u, that is when i feel eternity
e) random 2 of those listed above...
f) u know... that...
g) batman and robin gay
h) a better question is why askin this?

Hey sweets, wake up. hahaha.

Hmmm...

K.

Sorry abt delay and downtime been busy with exams/packin and finally got back my net.

Been fiddling with the the template and in the end... Buggers.

Anyway, updates...

I am...
a) in S'pore
b) hiding from the asshats cos too lazy to go out
c) FINALLY exercisin after 3 years of bein out of shape (read out of shape, NOT fat)
>those naysayers, i am only 67.5kg and 1.77m... ideal BMI and watnot for a guy and ladies, get mad cos i can't get fat. yeay for genetics.<
d) seeing someone... KINDA... (look! a flyin monkey. *runs from the angry horde and busybodies*)
>she's nice la. jus a lil koo koo at times. who is she? if u know, u know if not, too bad. heh. pls dun assume who she is? rumours are nasty<

No comments/tags anymore. hit me on msn if anythin. too lazy to deal weith BS.

Under your nose

Know whats the problem with us humans?
we NEVER see whats right under our nose or higher then our head and seldom do we look back.

Sometimes things come a little too late to realsie what you miss if you don't look around and think ahead.